changed the name of my blog. i am thinking about beyond the "now" but not in the same ways i have in the past. i am pretty fully in the "here" in most senses. i am certainly physically "here" and mentally more "here" than anywhere else. i am one of those people that is usually not "here". i usually struggle to be in the moment. that is one thing that is currently being changed in me (yay, finally...!). i mean, as much as something can be changed in the last year, which i think is a lot, but maybe i am young and naive....probably, right?

but instead of most always being beyond "now", i am here and now, maybe later, too.